
Ella drove off with my parents today. For EIGHT days. I have very mixed feelings about this. I am not motivated to do anything I am just so sad. My parents and sister all make fun of me when I send her away, but I just freak out. Being adopted, she is the only living thing I have that is any part of me. Right now, I can not have more kids ( which is a whole nother post later) and if anything happened to her, I just do not know what I would do. Since I had Ella Kate, she is my "identity". I am used to having her around 24- 7. Yes, a break would be GREAT, but 8 days is really long. I dont know what I am supposed to do. I guess I will be talking to my self a lot since she is not here!! HA.
She left with instructions to paint her room pink and brown. So that will be my project while she is gone. Making her a really cool room.
Enough of the whining.